Dear Church of the Open Bible,
The older I get the more I realize how fickle my heart is. It is not merely fickle in the sense that it’s prone to wander from remembering and relying on God. It is also fickle in the sense of how conditions and circumstances sway me emotionally. Recently, God has been gracious to teach me this truth using a variety of means: frustration as an Oilers fan, slower speed limits during Stampede, and a swift-moving summer schedule. These are not profound lessons in my life anymore. I can often catch myself responding a certain way, have a quick chat with God, and go on to chuckle about it. But they remind me of the ongoing need of my heart.
Prove me, O Lord, and try me; test my heart and my mind. For your steadfast love is before my eyes, and I walk in your faithfulness. - Psalm 26:2
The answer for my fickleness is His faithfulness. And when I slow down enough to consider all that He’s done, my frantic heart settles. Perhaps your heart is being tested these days. Maybe it’s in the crowds descending upon Ponoka. Maybe it’s in an overwhelming amount of work. Maybe it’s in a broken relationship with someone. What are the thoughts that come to your mind and the words that come out of your mouth in those moments? They reflect your heart. Remind yourself of God’s steadfast love and faithfulness. Repent, and then share a thankful smile with your Lord.